EMPTY

 I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...

ACCEPTANCE...

PATIENCE...

OPTIMISM...

GRATITUDE...

MEDICAL LABORATORY SCIENTISTS

EXie & Me are now Frendz On FB

With nothing left to do in the last few hours before my SUPERSURF end, I browse the People Search of FB to search for...obviously people... As I was wondering whom to look for, Exie's name poped up in my mind.. As I was typing Exies name, there was a immediate adrenaline rush.. As I clicked the search button, andExie's profile popped up,I dunno what to feel but find it more interested on how Exi is...Sometimes misery means looking for old companies...And so I found Exie... Waiting as soon as Exie accept my invitation...

USE BASTOS IN A SENTENCE

Sadya permi magreview ah.. Biskan anu kakatuluyo sang klase, sadya man guihapun sang binastosanay..
Hay hindi ka gid man MedTech kung hindi bastos kag purong kabastusan lang ang gagwa sa sungad mu...
Despite all the seriousness when it come to completion of requirements, we always find time to laugh and bastusanay... This is us, something we are developed to be, we were  polished, molded to be better hustlers in terms of kabastusan... But something to be proud of, though bastos kami, talk to us coz it may sound senseless pro may dulot.. tagos asta ngalangala kung kami mambastos.... Wala ginasanto basta gago ka, sorry ka nalang kay mas kami... Hindi kami dungol or gapadinungol, bastos lang gid kami by blood and by heart.... Kontraha lang isa sa amun kay daw mga buyog kami nga magasting cmu in the most ouchness kind a way... Never mess up with the MT4, we are armored to make you cry in the most bastos way ever...

Charice - "Pyramid" Featuring Iyaz - Official Music Video

EVIL ME

I don't expect others to like me. As far as I know that most of my mates are still on my side, I'll consider that as an indicator that I am still okay. I don't have to deal with hates, but sometimes it is quite fun to bitch around a bit. Just proving to them that they are messing with the wrong devil. I study my card first before dealing, and I am putting extra care in between bets. Thanks to those who made me quite stronger. Nobody can mess up with a John Martin, coz they usually end up with bad Karma...unexpectedly. Know where my previous foes are? They are all gone.. So good luck, I wish you a not so bad luck... After all that what friends are for?! ...my precious FRENEMY!

DIARY ENTRY

Let me start this entire entry with an immortal line from Gossip Girl: "Ain't karma a bitch?"... Coz this time is payback time. Yup, she sensed it already. The undirected insults, tira, pangabo and all those mean things only we could execute... Sorry.  girl, as what I have said, you might forget, you're messing up with the Pro's... Careful.. Now, she felt that she is so alone. She deserve it. No feeling of guilt for a plastic like me. Sorry...but everytime you do your shot, I make sure I double the excitement...

And as for the old mammoth who keep on making my feelings complicated, someday baby boy, there's gonna  be an updated version of me (let me borrow that KC). But someday you will realize that you made an awful compromise and you wish that you have what you missed.... Just wait Yan, and you will see....haha.... A much better me... You'll see...

Let me finish this oral exams and I know, I will make it to the top rank of the MLS board exam... I will then make my life better.. I will suffer no more. I will make sure of that...

I'm the best..as always... (evil laugh)

WISH LIST

1. PESO as in 20K++++
2. I PAD
3. BLACKBERRY PHONE
4. LAPTOP
5. MONEY
6. LOTS OF MONEY
7. TO PASS MLS BOARD
8. TO PASS MLS BOARD WITH FLYING COLORS
9. TO TOP MLS BOARD
10. TO TOPNOTCH MLS BOARD...
11. TO BE HAPPY...VERY HAPPY...

spare me baby

How can I go on if you are mak'n me confused? I thought the silence means it's over but why you keep on reviving when it is near dying? Please, help me let go of you... I dunno why, you're not even my type...but I'm going gaga over you... Spare me baby, I'm tired already...

lonely boi

     Looks like I'm the new Dan Humphrey, or maybe I just found out I am... Haist, this is not a destiny, to wander around- ALONE?! Couldn't help it, but it keeps on getting into my nerves- the reality that I am but a loner. It started before the 24th of April, the date that I started to question myself "should I have to?". I guess the answer is very clear: wake up... Hallucination. 

      They say patience is a virtue, but for me time is gold. I couldn't wait. I hate waiting. But one thing is for sure, I will miss all those moments, I will treasure all those memories, those that made me sooo happy.

       I watched The Diary of a Wimpy Kid...of course Alone.. It won't be for long. I'm sure of that. We have our own time, mine siguro made a little detour...

       Just enjoy everything.. You are not getting any younger... 

       God, if ever that thing arrives, please make an obvious sign...I'm poor at interpretations...hehehe

MY LOVE FOR GAGO

 It was the first time I found him existing sa class that I fell in love with him. He was quite, misteryoso and let's say helpless... I thought at first it was just because he needs my help kaya ako nan diyan to supervise him, ako ang group leader and he was a member. He will always come to school super late (literally). I will forge his signature sa logbook para hindi siya aabot sa point na ang tardiness niya ay equivalent to drop na. He was thankful about that. We always made a good team.I will call him by awful petnames he never felt bad about- gago, ungas, ugok, sir, bosing, tikalon, langka etc.. We made fun out of those. He considered me as his savior. He will ask for my help whenever he found the outputs complicated to do or he was just lazy to put a single hand at anything. I will be there, his savior to help him up. It reaches the point that he needed to take a break sa dami ng failures and INCs na hindi niya nang kayang lampasan. It was a year and kahit ganun we remained connected, we retained the best friendship I have ever had. I told him to look for a job to make himself productive, and  a month later he told me na nilagay niya ako as his reference person for his Bio-Data. He worked as a service crew. Then on, I was proud of him, he made it. He stood up with his own feet alone, without any help from anyone. And I realized I was now proud of myself, because somebody appreciates my existence, that I can make myself useful to someone. It rarely happens. Maybe, selfishly, I fell in love with him completely. Ganun siya. He was that important. Whatever he do, whatever life he had chosen now, his memory of that single person who made me feel important will forever be preserved in my memory.. Yun siya, in a way I couldn't explain exactly how or why. I was just in love- that is my only fault.... I miss him badly, but I have to face reality... I could not cross the line, I just can't.... Goodbye...

A THING ABOUT BEING ME

Instinct Martin.. That mind rocking crystal ball something instinct you have.. Follow it...

Martin: So you deserve a piece of a price, don't you?!

Farewell Jilyn

Who would have thought, Jilyn, would take her life? It was a tragic Monday for all of us to remember... Why Ji?  What's wrong? You have all the love in the world, the best that God could offer? Despite all of this gifts, why? But whatever thoughts you have or problems you never dared to share, we will always be here defending you... God loves you so much Ji. we love you... The short time you shared to me will always be treasured. You'll be my inspiration to go on and never give up... My Board Exam, I will offer it to you... God, pleae send my love to Heaven!

Happy Feb 14

Yah.. the saddest date for me... Hope to have the best next year...

Can You Feel The Pressure?

I don't want to be pressured but because of the meeting this afternoon, as if I woke up from a transcendent dream.. I need to march.. I need to go up that stage, have my mother with me, do the tassel ceremony and receive my diploma...  I empathize Ma'am Vicky, she worked so hard for something which we could not accomplish.. But we will try our best.. We will graduate on time!!! Time to study!

I Got a Crush on You

Sorry but the first time I saw you, crush ta na ka.. wahaha.. Huya ko gani magstare simu.. wahaha.. The first time you smiled, the first time you said excuse me kay mapass ka sa door, the first time I signed my name, the first time you laughed at me, the first time you talke to me- 2seconds to siya ata gina... Thank you for making me happy and helping me forget... Crush ta ka.. wahaha

To March or Just to Graduate?

I hate being pressured... But what should I do? I really want to march.. to attend the Graduation Ceremony..but how can I do that if all they where thinking was the assurance of producing students capable of topping the board? Is this pressure really works or is this but another selfish ways of my school?!

I'm Feel'n Good

I met them.. Mandy and Ken are nice.. hehe... Now we're friends.. Thank you!!! One thing I need to do now is to study.. I really need to study harder, take interviews,pass exams and make sure I will graduate on time!!! hehe...

what's with the BLUSH?!

YES...we watch Paano Na Kaya.. I can't belive it but nakarelate gid ko... And I cried in different scenes of the film.. after watching, we ate at Pizza Hut.. and what's with the Blushing? the smiling? the laughing? I miss you but guess what, I remained peaceful after that.. Is this a sign that I am already moving on? hope it is... I will miss you!!!

YAN..was it the FINALE?

okay.. the truth is I'm trying to get rid of you but I just can't... sorry...but I can't imagine myself living a life without you.. sorry... i'm not yet ready... but I'll try....