I USED TO BE SMART, THEN I GOT LAZY

Still lazy to open a single book..can't even finish a chapter in a day. and now I am pissed off coz I can't open my Facebook.. What's wrong world wide web? What have I've done? U call it malas and I got lots of that... But I more lucks than bad lucks... haist..Martin, please..please promise yourself to start studying now... Top the board, remember? wahahha... Lazy me... I used to be smart, then I got lazy...

a new me

 It is this day of the 20th of July that I decided to make it official. Starting this day onwards, it will be the more improved Martin that they will be witnessing. It will be the more confident Martin that will face them. It is about time to show them that I can be someone that they will respect and look upon to. It will be a more independent, goal-oriented and admirable me...

I know you'll love me....

ALMOST THERE

 July 17th.. I almost spilled the major `Yes, I am madly in to you`... Good thing the conversation was suddenly stopped.. Yan knew it, Yan sensed it... What can I do..it is pretty obvious though. For the effing 3 years I'm keeping this... But anyways it's for the goodness of both of us... The fact that it is revealed, I'll be free of the burden of keeping it for ages... Whatever the consequences it may bring, I should face it, it's better than being stuck in I-hope-you-know kind of drama... Be prepared...

REST THE NET FOR AWHILE

 my fav tweet today: STOP CALLING YOURSELF UGLY JUST SO OTHER PEOPLE CAN SAY YOU'RE NOT! -OMGteenquotes...



Few days ago, my eyes started to get soo red, teary and itchy, must be irritatted from my facial cream.. Soo for now, I need to say goodbye to the internet connections so I may deal with this soring eye.. Its a good sign, a motivation for me to stop all eye straining activities like PCs and watching TV.. For now, I need to focus on my review.. Need to pass the Compre aand ofcourse the Board Exam... Need confidence to face the MLS Board.. Need to provee to them that it won't always bee about who made it first but it is about whom made the best play...

Good thing God is always with me.. He never left me in my trying times... Sometimes I think I'm his favorite coz his spoiling me at times...and I am thankful with that coz he loves me sooo much... Thank you God.. I know everything has its right time. What I need to do now is to focus on improving myself and playing my new role- the DONOR OF LOVE and not a beggar of it... Everything shall follow after that... Thanks for everything...

So this must be goodbye for now.. See you soon as I spill the good news..


I'm loving myself more! Tah tah!

DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE JOVIT?