My Amnesia Girl

A week after the Compre Exam, me and my super love BFFs decided to watch Bangin Ka Ba?!... I mean, My Amnesia Girl (It's just that na LSS ako to that very line of the movie's theme song). Nakakapangilabot as I relate myself to the character that Toni Gonzaga played- Irene, ako lang ang mermaid version, she was also asthmatic, with the blue inhaler with her all the time, kalog and pretty...hahaha... I mean yung sa story, she loved someone from the past, she was trying to forget that f*ckng bastard and she hates him--- "kapag galit ka pa, ibig sabihin nun mahal mu pa rin. Hindi mo pa kasi makalimutan".... WTF!  misty eyes, not again.... Good thing they are also absorbed by the scenes... Emote to the nth power ang drama... Anyways, andun din kasi ang ultimate type ko at the moment- JM de Guzman.... wahahhaa.... 

After the movie, we hung out at Langford... Hay, friends forever...they're not called BFFs for nothing...

At the moment, the euphoria brought about by the fact that I'm heading to Manila for more than two months caught my air... I want to prepare my luggage (but wala pa nga'ng luggage bag)...I want to decide what to bring, what clothes to wear there, things to be prioritize....chaka...as I repeat, wala pang luggage bag... Siguro, I need to think about the numerous Christmas Party I need to attend to na lang...The numerous gifts I need to buy... hay lusbot bulsa ta naman ni...

Basta ako, I'm soo excited to leave Iloilo for a long time...excited to be homesick..... hahaha....

Basta one thing is for sure: I WILL PASS THE BOARD!!!! or better: I WILL TOP THE  BOARD!!!! 

and here are some unforgettable, cheezy lines from the movie Bangin Ka Ba:

mga abnoy...super kalog!!!!hahaha

"Ulan ka ba? Kasi lupa ako. Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, sa akin ang bagsak mo."

"Maging cactus ka man, handa akong masaktan... mayakap ka lang."

"May MMDA ba dito? Nagkabanggaan kasi ang puso natin." 

"May lason ba ang mga mata mo? Kasi nakakamatay ang mga titig mo."

"Ang true love ay para sa matatapang na tao lamang." 

"Ipikit mo ang mga mata mo. Kasi sabi nila, kapag nakapikit ka, dun mo malalaman ang totoo mong nararamdaman.”

"Kung pwede lang mawala lahat ng kasalan sa pamamagitan ng yakap, habang buhay kitang yayakapin."

"Kung ikakasal ka saan mo gusto? Ako kasi sa tabi mo."

"Kung may uulitin ako sa buhay ko, gusto kong ulitin yung araw na nakilala kita. Kahit paulit-ulit. Kahit araw-araw." 

"Alam mo, para kang tae... Hindi kasi kita kayang paglaruan."

"Ihi ka ba? ...Hindi kasi kita matiis eh."

"Para kang alak... ang lakas ng tama mo sa akin."

Apollo: Tumatangkad ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kasi dati hanggang balikat lang kita, ngayon nasa isip na kita.

Apollo: Lumiliit ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kahapon kasi nasa isip lang kita, ngayon nasa puso na kita.


Apollo: Bakit ba hinahanap ang isang tao?
Peachy: Kasi gusto mo siya?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi nawawala.
Irene: Bakit? Nawawala ba 'ko?
Apollo: Hindi, pero hindi ka kasi mawala sa isip ko eh.

Apollo: Bakit mo ba hinihintay ang isang tao?
Irene: Kasi takas sa bilibid?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi gusto mo siya.

Irene: Mahal kita. 
Apollo: Sana pirated CD ka nalang para paulit-ulit mong sabihin 'yan. 
Irene: Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita.

Apollo: Magdala ka ng salbabida.
Irene: Bakit? Maliligo ba tayo?
Apollo: Hindi, baka malunod ka sa pagmamahal ko. 

Irene: Sino ako?
Apollo: Ikaw si Irene ko. Ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko. Photographer ka.
Irene: Mali. Pulis ako. Ikaw kasi ang most wanted ko.






...bangiin ka ba? kase... kasi..... nahuhulog....ah leche LSS nga nih ho!!!

the dilemma of a party guy who decided to study saturday night

Now I know, BFF Jem shouild be really angry by now... Haizt, I decided to study, not to party with her. But in a way, I didn't feel much guilt with my decision. I really need to start studying for my Compre. It's as if a "one wrong step then bye-bye" kind of exam. I need to prepare. I know that there is lesser time left, I am feeling lost with my studies already. Bar hooping is not my feel anymore. Lately, I find dancing, flirting and spending bucks for nothing to be boring. Is it because I am getting more mature or just because I am already earning that's why I am becoming wise when it comes to spending at this time? Whatever the reason is, for me, partying is boring... I am more into priming in a tambay kinnda way, it's more fun coz more laughs, nonsense talks and corny jokes- sooo fun... So to decide whether to party or to study--- I'll go for books and taking down notes... BORING!
But I need to, especially at this point that I am more inspired to study. One focus at a time, and for now, achieve the short term goals and decide to reach the highest peak that I am aiming to ever since...

LESS FUN, MORE MATURE, MORE PRACTICAL ME....

last night was a blast

Headache, dizzy, the feeling of wanting to vomit- hangover. But such a wonderful hangover if you experience it with your closest buddies. Last night was such as blast. I enjoyed the talks, the beers and the expensive aftermath dinner at a ever sosyal Korean resto- Prosperity (as what Erica Kim said was its name, located at Ledesco). I miss them all, Matet, Rachel, Chris with Troy and RJ and of course Jem and Gaby. Friends will always be your friends no matter how long you haven't seen each other or talk to one another. We may experienced the bitterness of life but we have our friends to mix things up and create a more appetizing bittersweet kinda life.

But last night, he was uttered in one of our petty, nonsense discussions. I really hate this weird feeling, the wanting to burst into tears for reasons so stupid that I don't wanna discuss. Yes, no matter how hard I am trying to forget the feelings, no matter how much reality checks I did...the feelings for him was still there... I know someday, it will be over. Nothing's too late to forget.

But despite that part, my happiness of finally meeting up with my friends, the fact that we are complete that night made me feel so blessed and lucky for the treasures bestowed on me from above. I sacrificed work that night but it's all worth it.. Thank you sooo much!

BFFs: THE REUNION

After months of not being complete..We will meet again, just like before, just like the old times. The drinks, the laughs, the nonsense talks,the gossips and being bitches with a tagline: "THE HELL WE CARE!"... I miss being with you all, BFF Gaby, BFF Jem, BFF Matet, Madaam Rachel and not so BFF RJ (haha). I owe a part of who I am now to all of you. Thanks for the great friendship, for making me feel I am really part of our exclusive circle. Thanks BFF, later will be super fun! fun! fun! Can't wait for the month long recaps of the happenings each of us missed. Thank you so much my BFFs!!! xoxo