Saturday, December 25, 2010

SSC '05 CHRISTMAS PARTEE

Thank you.... Muna lang gid nahambal ko pagkatapos ko mahumpawan sa pasakit sang tiyan ko tungod sa talaba... Hambal ko sa kaugalingon ko, hindi na gid ko magkaon sang peste nga badlo nga ni biskan san-o. Kaladlawan lang kay gin tiempo ya gid sa pagselebrar ko sang paskwa. Hindi manami. Ang pag-igot kag pag-urangul ko kahapon ang pinakamasakit nga naeksperiensiyahan ko sa kabuhi ko. Kabwisit, na kapang yudiputa ko, nakapang linte kag bilatsing ilik ya... Bastos gid man ko gali baba. Haha. Subomg nga adlaw Christmas Party namun. Sadyahun gid namun ni kay muni ang ulihi namun nga pagkitaay bag-o ko malakat sa Manila sa Enero. Ikahidlaw ko gid ni- ang mga kabarkada ko nga wala natingag sa pag-agi sang malawig nga tini-on. Palangga ko sila kag ginakahidlaw ko ang taga Desyembre nga makumpleto tani kami. May ara man hindi mo makita, mga wala plano magpakita kag may ara man nga kapareho ko, gina itik-itik sa taga Christmas Party namun.
    Natandaan ko sang una, may mga Christmas Party kami nga la gid sang himus, nga pag-abot namun puro lang gid Pan ang bitbit sang tanan...kaladlawan kay kung wala pa natapus ang dramatic entrance ni Karla, la pa kami tani makatilaw tuod-tuod na pagkaon. Lechon Manok to bala ata dala ya mung. Excited na ko karun ah... Hahaha... Tani damu lang gid kami karun bah...

Friday, December 24, 2010

HAPPY HOLIDAYS....

Yahoo... Christmas nah... What makes me happy? The fact that I feel contented with the kind of Christmas celebration na my ara kami subong... There is no feeling of pitifulness that we don't have a banquet full of handa... The fact that we are merry this Christmas makes me feel contented already... A new life, a new me... That's number 1 on my list... I wish a more gleeful and peaceful 2011...

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

My Amnesia Girl


A week after the Compre Exam, me and my super love BFFs decided to watch Bangin Ka Ba?!... I mean, My Amnesia Girl (It's just that na LSS ako to that very line of the movie's theme song). Nakakapangilabot as I relate myself to the character that Toni Gonzaga played- Irene, ako lang ang mermaid version, she was also asthmatic, with the blue inhaler with her all the time, kalog and pretty...hahaha... I mean yung sa story, she loved someone from the past, she was trying to forget that f*ckng bastard and she hates him--- "kapag galit ka pa, ibig sabihin nun mahal mu pa rin. Hindi mo pa kasi makalimutan".... WTF!  misty eyes, not again.... Good thing they are also absorbed by the scenes... Emote to the nth power ang drama... Anyways, andun din kasi ang ultimate type ko at the moment- JM de Guzman.... wahahhaa.... 


After the movie, we hung out at Langford... Hay, friends forever...they're not called BFFs for nothing...

At the moment, the euphoria brought about by the fact that I'm heading to Manila for more than two months caught my air... I want to prepare my luggage (but wala pa nga'ng luggage bag)...I want to decide what to bring, what clothes to wear there, things to be prioritize....chaka...as I repeat, wala pang luggage bag... Siguro, I need to think about the numerous Christmas Party I need to attend to na lang...The numerous gifts I need to buy... hay lusbot bulsa ta naman ni...

Basta ako, I'm soo excited to leave Iloilo for a long time...excited to be homesick..... hahaha....

Basta one thing is for sure: I WILL PASS THE BOARD!!!! or better: I WILL TOP THE  BOARD!!!! 

and here are some unforgettable, cheezy lines from the movie Bangin Ka Ba:

mga abnoy...super kalog!!!!hahaha
"Ulan ka ba? Kasi lupa ako. Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, sa akin ang bagsak mo."

"Maging cactus ka man, handa akong masaktan... mayakap ka lang."

"May MMDA ba dito? Nagkabanggaan kasi ang puso natin." 

"May lason ba ang mga mata mo? Kasi nakakamatay ang mga titig mo."

"Ang true love ay para sa matatapang na tao lamang." 

"Ipikit mo ang mga mata mo. Kasi sabi nila, kapag nakapikit ka, dun mo malalaman ang totoo mong nararamdaman.”

"Kung pwede lang mawala lahat ng kasalan sa pamamagitan ng yakap, habang buhay kitang yayakapin."

"Kung ikakasal ka saan mo gusto? Ako kasi sa tabi mo."

"Kung may uulitin ako sa buhay ko, gusto kong ulitin yung araw na nakilala kita. Kahit paulit-ulit. Kahit araw-araw." 

"Alam mo, para kang tae... Hindi kasi kita kayang paglaruan."

"Ihi ka ba? ...Hindi kasi kita matiis eh."

"Para kang alak... ang lakas ng tama mo sa akin."

Apollo: Tumatangkad ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kasi dati hanggang balikat lang kita, ngayon nasa isip na kita.

Apollo: Lumiliit ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kahapon kasi nasa isip lang kita, ngayon nasa puso na kita.


Apollo: Bakit ba hinahanap ang isang tao?
Peachy: Kasi gusto mo siya?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi nawawala.
Irene: Bakit? Nawawala ba 'ko?
Apollo: Hindi, pero hindi ka kasi mawala sa isip ko eh.

Apollo: Bakit mo ba hinihintay ang isang tao?
Irene: Kasi takas sa bilibid?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi gusto mo siya.

Irene: Mahal kita. 
Apollo: Sana pirated CD ka nalang para paulit-ulit mong sabihin 'yan. 
Irene: Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita.

Apollo: Magdala ka ng salbabida.
Irene: Bakit? Maliligo ba tayo?
Apollo: Hindi, baka malunod ka sa pagmamahal ko. 

Irene: Sino ako?
Apollo: Ikaw si Irene ko. Ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko. Photographer ka.
Irene: Mali. Pulis ako. Ikaw kasi ang most wanted ko.







...bangiin ka ba? kase... kasi..... nahuhulog....ah leche LSS nga nih ho!!!

Friday, December 10, 2010

OFFICIALLY, I AM A BMLS GRADUATE!

After years of struggling, finally I made it... I just passed the Comprehensive examination yesterday and I can't believe it, no Re-Ex... Whoah! Im so happy... Two weeks of sleepless nights, six months of depressing waiting and almost six years of patience, I'm done! I am soo done with school, though I'm missing it but I need to face a much bigger world, the real one. I know that I will make it to the board examination but I want to make it big. I will do my very best in order to top the board, after all I am John Martin Damasco... Joke lang... haha... Thanks to all those who in a way had contributed to this success I am enjoying at this moment...

God, without you, I know I can't make it this far... Thank you so much for loving me despite me being the crazy sheep among your flock. Now I know, I am your favorite...hehehe... I love you soo much...

Manila, I know you are thrilled to welcome me... I will try my best to live freely, independently and responsibly... I'll learn to cook real food for survival's sake...hahha...

 Thank you sooo sooo soooooo much for all of these... You are my strength and I will always be there, leading your silent legion...

To my SSC Family, thank you!

To the crazy BMLS we finally made it...
Thank you for the years of friendship and craziness... keep on soaring high!!!!

To Shella, Ellen, Jennifer and Jose... The Penta "a"- hahaha... Thank you!!!

To Nanay, Tatay, Myla and Michael, I offer my next success to you... I will remember you everytime I am being attacked by negativity...

To Tita Malou, I won't be able to experience this if not because of you... Thank you!

To you my God, My Saviour, My Everything... I super duper love you to the nth power!!! Mwuah! Mwuah!!!

Yahoo!!! Graduate na gid ko... Goodbye paper and pens and assignments and projects and demanding teachers and terror teachers and teachers who are bitches...

I will miss you all!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

LAST DAY ON THE INTERNET

I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WON'T OPEN THE INTERNET NOT UNTIL I'M DONE WITH COMPRE... SUCH A TEMPTATION....

Monday, November 15, 2010

MY SNEAKURZ

Adidas- Occasions YUM 

YUM!
CONVERSE WHITE


SLIP-ON SLIPPERY

ALL-STAR HAYKAT

ALL-STAR TATTERED 

LEVI'S HAYKAT


PUBLIC ROYALTY HAYKAT

THE COMPRE ANXIETY

 I really don't know what's the right word for this... tormented? This Comprehensive exam is really torturing me now. I wanted to study but my body won't cooperate. For two consecutive Saturdays, Ellen, Jennifer and I met up to study but most of the time was consumed with tattletales of course.  Sometimes, I have this idea of taking my own life, but I'm in a fight against entertaining this conjecture. I may be attacked by anxiety at the moment but I know that I have to do my best. With my love ones by my side I know I can make it...and in the Board Exam, I want to make it big. I always envision myself in front of a crowd, delivering a speech for I topped the board. I want to experience the feeling of being the best. I want to be the best. I am the best. It will always be like that. Now,  I mak upmy mind, I will study....later.

Monday, November 01, 2010

IT HURTS- 2NE1




IT HURTS (slow)–ENGLISH TRANSLATION
[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You’ll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her
[Minzy] It seems that we’re already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can’t turn back?
[Dara] I’m the only one hurting tonight
[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn’t deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets
[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it’s a lie, please tell me it isn’t so
I can do better now, though we can’t meet again
[Dara] I’m the only one in pain tonight
[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] You’re no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can’t recognize
You’re not mine anymore
[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can’t you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can’t you come back?
Did you have to change?
Can’t you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can’t you keep loving me?
[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much
[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

HALLOWEEN TREAT

Happy Halloween... A Halloween treat for myself? Watching Episodes 7 and 8 of Mischievous Kiss.. Haist, now I know why I really love this drama... Same reason for everyone to have a favorite drama or movie or song...only one good reason: because we can relate to it. No matter how different the characters are, there will always be that one same scenario that you may had cried because it was soo you...soo true... Those scenes that activates a part of your brain to remember same event in your past... For this episodes, I think the main theme was giving up, letting go and forgetting. Trying to let go?! What the.. haist.. WTF!!!!!! wahahha... Anyways, I learned a lot from watching this drama... 

Time to visit Lola Rene and Lolo Nomer... 

ITULOY MO LANG- Siakol




Proud of those musicians who can make songs like this....

Monday, October 25, 2010

IT GETS BETTER



Broadway stars rock out in a celebration of life, in the wake of LGBT suicides across the nation. Please SHARE this original song and video to help send a message of hope and support.

All download proceeds benefit The Trevor Project. www.thetrevorproject.org (c) 2010 Jay Kuo & Blair Shepard. Inquiries: jay@singoutlouiseproductions.com.




Hey friend
When you feel like you’re alone
And the world throws out a lot of hate
It’s not the end
You’re not out there on your own
There’s still so much in life to celebrate
Just look up
Cause those skies are going to clear
There so much more than just the hear and now
Just look up
Cause a better day is here
Tomorrow feel the sunlight shining down
It gets better, better, better
The pain will let up, let up, let up
If you fall just get up, get up, get up
Ohh, cause there’s another way
It gets better, better, better
The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter
So be a fighter, fighter, fighter
Ohh, just live to see that day
Yeah, live to see that day (that day)
Live to see that day
Hey friend
We used to feel like you
No end in sight
Fearing everyday
Just defend the part of you that’s true
Find yourself and you will find the way
Don’t give up (Don’t give up)
Just take another look
And you can shine
It’s time you took the stage
Don’t give up
Cause your life is like a book
All you got to do is turn the page
There are friends yet to meet,
There are songs to be sung
There are beautiful sunsets
And battles are won
There’s love to be found if you just stick around
Don’t give up your life has just begun
It gets better, better, better
The pain will let up, let up, let up
If you fall just get up, get up, get up
Ohh, cause there’s another way
It gets better, better, better
The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter
So be a fighter, fighter, fighter
Ohh, just live to see that day
It gets better, better, better
The pain will let up, let up, let up
If you fall just get up, get up, get up
Ohh, cause there’s another way
It gets better, better, better
The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter
So be a fighter, fighter, fighter
Ohh, just live to see that day
It gets better, better, better
The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter
So be a fighter, fighter, fighter
Ohh, just live to see that day
It gets better, better, better
It gets better, better, better
It gets better, better, better
It gets better, better, better

Friday, October 22, 2010

DADDY LONG LEGS

Daddy Long Legs is the story of an orphan Yeong-mi with an anonymous sponsor. She grows up to be a bright and courageous scenario writer with helps from Daddy Long Legs. She then falls in love with Junho, who works at the company’s archive. This movie is based off of an American novel by the same name, written by Jean Webster.


Starring: Ha Ji Won and Yun Jung Hoon


The movie which opened up my interest with Korean movies and then Korean foods and Koreans themselves... The movie that I watched several times with the same excitement. As if it's the first time. It made  me cry... super... Prepare tons of tissue as you watch this movie, surely it will make you fall in love over and over and over again....

MY SASSY GIRL

My Sassy Girl is the smash hit of 2001. It tells the story of a young man not knowing what to do with his life, and a girl young sassy girl who turns his world upside down.


Starring: Cha Tae Hyun and Jun Ji Hyun


The best Korean movie ever. Best love story that will make you laugh, cry and feel jealous. hehe....

A Millionaire's First Love



Jae-kyung is a high school senior but he skips school often. Once he turns nineteen years old, he is going to be a millionaire. However, the day before he inherit the fortune, his family lawyer tells him about the will from his deceased grandfather. It is specified that he can inherit the fortune only if he graduates from Boram High School, which is located in the countryside. He has no choice but to go there. Life changes a lot for him at Boram High School. He can't use his credit card or even drive his sports car! Meanwhile, as Jae-Gyeong attends this school, he meets Eun-hwan. She is different from the other people living in the country and seems to have some kind of secret. Jae-Gyeong starts to change his attitude, and Eun-hwan’s secret is about to be revealed.

Starring Hyun Bin and Lee Yeon Hee

After watching this film I just realize how complicated life is. It is as if I want to be young again. Before, happiness is so plain, so simple. When asked who my first love is, I will immediately answer, "My parents", now first love is something that brought out tears in my eyes, a question I always avoid answering. Excitement is when I'll be seeing you the next day or an immediate text that you badly needed to see me now, unlike before, it's during afternoons wherein I'll be meeting up with my friends to play in a vacant lot, laughing and cheering until it's already dawn and our moms will call us to go home. If only the one peso coin I always asked from my lola when I was six years old has the same value as of now, how lucky I will be to have a thousand bucks in my wallet? Now, four thousand is not enough to pay my debts and six hundred pesos is just enough for a good dinner for two. When I was young, my greatest problem will be counting the stars in the sky for I only memorize one-to-ten and skip the rest and utter 1million. Now, the word problem is hard to define, same as happiness and love. It is nice to be young, no regrets on making mistakes, just happiness...pure happiness...

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

CHOKOLEIT KALURKEE

I found this in one the blog sites I am following... and it is soo kalurkee...

Chokoleit is such a lokaret... Gosh the guts... Anyways, I still love her... He'll be playing CG in the much anticipated remake of Mara Clara... I dunno but I am so thrilled. Seems like I am quite oldie already knowing I grew up with this drama...hehehe

Saturday, October 16, 2010

MISCHIEVOUS KISS

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father move into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?..




MY NEW FAV. KOREAN DRAMA!!!!


IT'S KIM HYUN JOONG OF BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!!!


WAHAHAHAHAHA.....

DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME by Krissy & Ericka w/ James of PBB



haist...love Jame's fashion sense... gotta copy....

Friday, October 15, 2010

SANDARA PARK

only a girl like you can make me change my mind... wahaha

Just Don't Forget Me (Original Composition)




haist, I can relate to this song... huhu

200 POUND BEAUTY

someday, i will be just like you....
Just finished watching 200 POUND BEAUTY and I just realized, aist...I can relate to the story... As if I want to base my own life story in that movie... From ugly and being rejected and being used to being beautiful and loved by many.... It's every insecure person's dream... In my case, I'll just make it a point to remember that one day, a Hannah will transform into a lovely Jenny... Soon people will realize that it won't always be about the external beauty, which is temporary, matters; but the beauty from within which is immortal. But too bad I am not a good singer... Haha. But at this point I am so glad that I finally fathom that I don't have to put a great effort on pleasing others. I am just so unique and beautiful... Soon, people will finally see how beautiful people like me are.... Go Fighting!

Petra, Petra, Petra- Please make me laugh...


 Feels like watching Petrang Kabayo... hehe.. I'll invite Cindy and Ellen... Hope they are fine with that, knowing Cindy who is not fond of Pinoy movies. Just want to laugh and unwind with them... We have lots of catching ups to do... Miss my two best friends...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I DREAMED HER NAME WAS JULIE

hope you don't exist...
It was so real. Like every detail, the scenario, can't recognize it as a dream (unlike other dreams that I can predict that I was just dreaming). Her name was Julie, and she was your girlfriend. You are with her most of the time, id she is not around, you look for her in her place which is just in front of my house. It was like a place in the barrio, I have a tree house, you have a bike, the road was not concrete, weather was warm and humid... Weird but I still hope it is not true. When I woke up, I saw your txt message... Omen? Can't get the message straight...can't recognize the sign

Sunday, October 10, 2010

the dilemma of a party guy who decided to study saturday night

Now I know, BFF Jem shouild be really angry by now... Haizt, I decided to study, not to party with her. But in a way, I didn't feel much guilt with my decision. I really need to start studying for my Compre. It's as if a "one wrong step then bye-bye" kind of exam. I need to prepare. I know that there is lesser time left, I am feeling lost with my studies already. Bar hooping is not my feel anymore. Lately, I find dancing, flirting and spending bucks for nothing to be boring. Is it because I am getting more mature or just because I am already earning that's why I am becoming wise when it comes to spending at this time? Whatever the reason is, for me, partying is boring... I am more into priming in a tambay kinnda way, it's more fun coz more laughs, nonsense talks and corny jokes- sooo fun... So to decide whether to party or to study--- I'll go for books and taking down notes... BORING!
But I need to, especially at this point that I am more inspired to study. One focus at a time, and for now, achieve the short term goals and decide to reach the highest peak that I am aiming to ever since...


LESS FUN, MORE MATURE, MORE PRACTICAL ME....

Friday, October 08, 2010

hey you vampy!

What can I say? Haha... Now, it is a start of something unexpected. As if I am wishing for this moment to come. But still, I won't be assuming anything, I'll just savor the moment and make most out of it. Now, you'll be the reason why I'll be sleeping late... wahaha... You make me smile, i dunno why... haha. Your humor was so infecting. We talk nonsense but still we can keep the conversation for hours. haist, butterflies, such a funny feeling.... can't wait for the next one!

Thursday, October 07, 2010

last night was a blast

Headache, dizzy, the feeling of wanting to vomit- hangover. But such a wonderful hangover if you experience it with your closest buddies. Last night was such as blast. I enjoyed the talks, the beers and the expensive aftermath dinner at a ever sosyal Korean resto- Prosperity (as what Erica Kim said was its name, located at Ledesco). I miss them all, Matet, Rachel, Chris with Troy and RJ and of course Jem and Gaby. Friends will always be your friends no matter how long you haven't seen each other or talk to one another. We may experienced the bitterness of life but we have our friends to mix things up and create a more appetizing bittersweet kinda life.

But last night, he was uttered in one of our petty, nonsense discussions. I really hate this weird feeling, the wanting to burst into tears for reasons so stupid that I don't wanna discuss. Yes, no matter how hard I am trying to forget the feelings, no matter how much reality checks I did...the feelings for him was still there... I know someday, it will be over. Nothing's too late to forget.

But despite that part, my happiness of finally meeting up with my friends, the fact that we are complete that night made me feel so blessed and lucky for the treasures bestowed on me from above. I sacrificed work that night but it's all worth it.. Thank you sooo much!