SSC '05 CHRISTMAS PARTEE

Thank you.... Muna lang gid nahambal ko pagkatapos ko mahumpawan sa pasakit sang tiyan ko tungod sa talaba... Hambal ko sa kaugalingon ko, hindi na gid ko magkaon sang peste nga badlo nga ni biskan san-o. Kaladlawan lang kay gin tiempo ya gid sa pagselebrar ko sang paskwa. Hindi manami. Ang pag-igot kag pag-urangul ko kahapon ang pinakamasakit nga naeksperiensiyahan ko sa kabuhi ko. Kabwisit, na kapang yudiputa ko, nakapang linte kag bilatsing ilik ya... Bastos gid man ko gali baba. Haha. Subomg nga adlaw Christmas Party namun. Sadyahun gid namun ni kay muni ang ulihi namun nga pagkitaay bag-o ko malakat sa Manila sa Enero. Ikahidlaw ko gid ni- ang mga kabarkada ko nga wala natingag sa pag-agi sang malawig nga tini-on. Palangga ko sila kag ginakahidlaw ko ang taga Desyembre nga makumpleto tani kami. May ara man hindi mo makita, mga wala plano magpakita kag may ara man nga kapareho ko, gina itik-itik sa taga Christmas Party namun.
    Natandaan ko sang una, may mga Christmas Party kami nga la gid sang himus, nga pag-abot namun puro lang gid Pan ang bitbit sang tanan...kaladlawan kay kung wala pa natapus ang dramatic entrance ni Karla, la pa kami tani makatilaw tuod-tuod na pagkaon. Lechon Manok to bala ata dala ya mung. Excited na ko karun ah... Hahaha... Tani damu lang gid kami karun bah...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS....

Yahoo... Christmas nah... What makes me happy? The fact that I feel contented with the kind of Christmas celebration na my ara kami subong... There is no feeling of pitifulness that we don't have a banquet full of handa... The fact that we are merry this Christmas makes me feel contented already... A new life, a new me... That's number 1 on my list... I wish a more gleeful and peaceful 2011...

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

My Amnesia Girl

A week after the Compre Exam, me and my super love BFFs decided to watch Bangin Ka Ba?!... I mean, My Amnesia Girl (It's just that na LSS ako to that very line of the movie's theme song). Nakakapangilabot as I relate myself to the character that Toni Gonzaga played- Irene, ako lang ang mermaid version, she was also asthmatic, with the blue inhaler with her all the time, kalog and pretty...hahaha... I mean yung sa story, she loved someone from the past, she was trying to forget that f*ckng bastard and she hates him--- "kapag galit ka pa, ibig sabihin nun mahal mu pa rin. Hindi mo pa kasi makalimutan".... WTF!  misty eyes, not again.... Good thing they are also absorbed by the scenes... Emote to the nth power ang drama... Anyways, andun din kasi ang ultimate type ko at the moment- JM de Guzman.... wahahhaa.... 

After the movie, we hung out at Langford... Hay, friends forever...they're not called BFFs for nothing...

At the moment, the euphoria brought about by the fact that I'm heading to Manila for more than two months caught my air... I want to prepare my luggage (but wala pa nga'ng luggage bag)...I want to decide what to bring, what clothes to wear there, things to be prioritize....chaka...as I repeat, wala pang luggage bag... Siguro, I need to think about the numerous Christmas Party I need to attend to na lang...The numerous gifts I need to buy... hay lusbot bulsa ta naman ni...

Basta ako, I'm soo excited to leave Iloilo for a long time...excited to be homesick..... hahaha....

Basta one thing is for sure: I WILL PASS THE BOARD!!!! or better: I WILL TOP THE  BOARD!!!! 

and here are some unforgettable, cheezy lines from the movie Bangin Ka Ba:

mga abnoy...super kalog!!!!hahaha

"Ulan ka ba? Kasi lupa ako. Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, sa akin ang bagsak mo."

"Maging cactus ka man, handa akong masaktan... mayakap ka lang."

"May MMDA ba dito? Nagkabanggaan kasi ang puso natin." 

"May lason ba ang mga mata mo? Kasi nakakamatay ang mga titig mo."

"Ang true love ay para sa matatapang na tao lamang." 

"Ipikit mo ang mga mata mo. Kasi sabi nila, kapag nakapikit ka, dun mo malalaman ang totoo mong nararamdaman.”

"Kung pwede lang mawala lahat ng kasalan sa pamamagitan ng yakap, habang buhay kitang yayakapin."

"Kung ikakasal ka saan mo gusto? Ako kasi sa tabi mo."

"Kung may uulitin ako sa buhay ko, gusto kong ulitin yung araw na nakilala kita. Kahit paulit-ulit. Kahit araw-araw." 

"Alam mo, para kang tae... Hindi kasi kita kayang paglaruan."

"Ihi ka ba? ...Hindi kasi kita matiis eh."

"Para kang alak... ang lakas ng tama mo sa akin."

Apollo: Tumatangkad ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kasi dati hanggang balikat lang kita, ngayon nasa isip na kita.

Apollo: Lumiliit ka ba?
Irene: Hindi, bakit?
Apollo: Kahapon kasi nasa isip lang kita, ngayon nasa puso na kita.


Apollo: Bakit ba hinahanap ang isang tao?
Peachy: Kasi gusto mo siya?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi nawawala.
Irene: Bakit? Nawawala ba 'ko?
Apollo: Hindi, pero hindi ka kasi mawala sa isip ko eh.

Apollo: Bakit mo ba hinihintay ang isang tao?
Irene: Kasi takas sa bilibid?
Apollo: Hindi, kasi gusto mo siya.

Irene: Mahal kita. 
Apollo: Sana pirated CD ka nalang para paulit-ulit mong sabihin 'yan. 
Irene: Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita. Mahal kita.

Apollo: Magdala ka ng salbabida.
Irene: Bakit? Maliligo ba tayo?
Apollo: Hindi, baka malunod ka sa pagmamahal ko. 

Irene: Sino ako?
Apollo: Ikaw si Irene ko. Ikaw ang mapapangasawa ko. Photographer ka.
Irene: Mali. Pulis ako. Ikaw kasi ang most wanted ko.






...bangiin ka ba? kase... kasi..... nahuhulog....ah leche LSS nga nih ho!!!

OFFICIALLY, I AM A BMLS GRADUATE!

After years of struggling, finally I made it... I just passed the Comprehensive examination yesterday and I can't believe it, no Re-Ex... Whoah! Im so happy... Two weeks of sleepless nights, six months of depressing waiting and almost six years of patience, I'm done! I am soo done with school, though I'm missing it but I need to face a much bigger world, the real one. I know that I will make it to the board examination but I want to make it big. I will do my very best in order to top the board, after all I am John Martin Damasco... Joke lang... haha... Thanks to all those who in a way had contributed to this success I am enjoying at this moment...

God, without you, I know I can't make it this far... Thank you so much for loving me despite me being the crazy sheep among your flock. Now I know, I am your favorite...hehehe... I love you soo much...

Manila, I know you are thrilled to welcome me... I will try my best to live freely, independently and responsibly... I'll learn to cook real food for survival's sake...hahha...

 Thank you sooo sooo soooooo much for all of these... You are my strength and I will always be there, leading your silent legion...

To my SSC Family, thank you!

To the crazy BMLS we finally made it...
Thank you for the years of friendship and craziness... keep on soaring high!!!!

To Shella, Ellen, Jennifer and Jose... The Penta "a"- hahaha... Thank you!!!

To Nanay, Tatay, Myla and Michael, I offer my next success to you... I will remember you everytime I am being attacked by negativity...

To Tita Malou, I won't be able to experience this if not because of you... Thank you!

To you my God, My Saviour, My Everything... I super duper love you to the nth power!!! Mwuah! Mwuah!!!

Yahoo!!! Graduate na gid ko... Goodbye paper and pens and assignments and projects and demanding teachers and terror teachers and teachers who are bitches...

I will miss you all!!!!

LAST DAY ON THE INTERNET

I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WON'T OPEN THE INTERNET NOT UNTIL I'M DONE WITH COMPRE... SUCH A TEMPTATION....

MY SNEAKURZ

Adidas- Occasions YUM 

YUM!

CONVERSE WHITE

SLIP-ON SLIPPERY

ALL-STAR HAYKAT

ALL-STAR TATTERED 

LEVI'S HAYKAT

PUBLIC ROYALTY HAYKAT

THE COMPRE ANXIETY

 I really don't know what's the right word for this... tormented? This Comprehensive exam is really torturing me now. I wanted to study but my body won't cooperate. For two consecutive Saturdays, Ellen, Jennifer and I met up to study but most of the time was consumed with tattletales of course.  Sometimes, I have this idea of taking my own life, but I'm in a fight against entertaining this conjecture. I may be attacked by anxiety at the moment but I know that I have to do my best. With my love ones by my side I know I can make it...and in the Board Exam, I want to make it big. I always envision myself in front of a crowd, delivering a speech for I topped the board. I want to experience the feeling of being the best. I want to be the best. I am the best. It will always be like that. Now,  I mak upmy mind, I will study....later.

IT HURTS- 2NE1

IT HURTS (slow)–ENGLISH TRANSLATION

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You’ll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we’re already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can’t turn back?

[Dara] I’m the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn’t deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it’s a lie, please tell me it isn’t so
I can do better now, though we can’t meet again

[Dara] I’m the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You’re no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can’t recognize
You’re not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can’t you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can’t you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can’t you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can’t you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

HALLOWEEN TREAT

Happy Halloween... A Halloween treat for myself? Watching Episodes 7 and 8 of Mischievous Kiss.. Haist, now I know why I really love this drama... Same reason for everyone to have a favorite drama or movie or song...only one good reason: because we can relate to it. No matter how different the characters are, there will always be that one same scenario that you may had cried because it was soo you...soo true... Those scenes that activates a part of your brain to remember same event in your past... For this episodes, I think the main theme was giving up, letting go and forgetting. Trying to let go?! What the.. haist.. WTF!!!!!! wahahha... Anyways, I learned a lot from watching this drama... 

Time to visit Lola Rene and Lolo Nomer... 

ITULOY MO LANG- Siakol

Proud of those musicians who can make songs like this....

IT GETS BETTER

Broadway stars rock out in a celebration of life, in the wake of LGBT suicides across the nation. Please SHARE this original song and video to help send a message of hope and support.

All download proceeds benefit The Trevor Project. www.thetrevorproject.org (c) 2010 Jay Kuo & Blair Shepard. Inquiries: jay@singoutlouiseproductions.com.

Hey friend

When you feel like you’re alone

And the world throws out a lot of hate

It’s not the end

You’re not out there on your own

There’s still so much in life to celebrate

Just look up

Cause those skies are going to clear

There so much more than just the hear and now

Just look up

Cause a better day is here

Tomorrow feel the sunlight shining down

It gets better, better, better

The pain will let up, let up, let up

If you fall just get up, get up, get up

Ohh, cause there’s another way

It gets better, better, better

The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter

So be a fighter, fighter, fighter

Ohh, just live to see that day

Yeah, live to see that day (that day)

Live to see that day

Hey friend

We used to feel like you

No end in sight

Fearing everyday

Just defend the part of you that’s true

Find yourself and you will find the way

Don’t give up (Don’t give up)

Just take another look

And you can shine

It’s time you took the stage

Don’t give up

Cause your life is like a book

All you got to do is turn the page

There are friends yet to meet,

There are songs to be sung

There are beautiful sunsets

And battles are won

There’s love to be found if you just stick around

Don’t give up your life has just begun

It gets better, better, better

The pain will let up, let up, let up

If you fall just get up, get up, get up

Ohh, cause there’s another way

It gets better, better, better

The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter

So be a fighter, fighter, fighter

Ohh, just live to see that day

It gets better, better, better

The pain will let up, let up, let up

If you fall just get up, get up, get up

Ohh, cause there’s another way

It gets better, better, better

The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter

So be a fighter, fighter, fighter

Ohh, just live to see that day

It gets better, better, better

The world gets lighter, lighter, lighter

So be a fighter, fighter, fighter

Ohh, just live to see that day

It gets better, better, better

It gets better, better, better

It gets better, better, better

It gets better, better, better

DADDY LONG LEGS

Daddy Long Legs is the story of an orphan Yeong-mi with an anonymous sponsor. She grows up to be a bright and courageous scenario writer with helps from Daddy Long Legs. She then falls in love with Junho, who works at the company’s archive. This movie is based off of an American novel by the same name, written by Jean Webster.


Starring: Ha Ji Won and Yun Jung Hoon


The movie which opened up my interest with Korean movies and then Korean foods and Koreans themselves... The movie that I watched several times with the same excitement. As if it's the first time. It made  me cry... super... Prepare tons of tissue as you watch this movie, surely it will make you fall in love over and over and over again....

MY SASSY GIRL

My Sassy Girl is the smash hit of 2001. It tells the story of a young man not knowing what to do with his life, and a girl young sassy girl who turns his world upside down.


Starring: Cha Tae Hyun and Jun Ji Hyun


The best Korean movie ever. Best love story that will make you laugh, cry and feel jealous. hehe....

A Millionaire's First Love

Jae-kyung is a high school senior but he skips school often. Once he turns nineteen years old, he is going to be a millionaire. However, the day before he inherit the fortune, his family lawyer tells him about the will from his deceased grandfather. It is specified that he can inherit the fortune only if he graduates from Boram High School, which is located in the countryside. He has no choice but to go there. Life changes a lot for him at Boram High School. He can't use his credit card or even drive his sports car! Meanwhile, as Jae-Gyeong attends this school, he meets Eun-hwan. She is different from the other people living in the country and seems to have some kind of secret. Jae-Gyeong starts to change his attitude, and Eun-hwan’s secret is about to be revealed.

Starring Hyun Bin and Lee Yeon Hee

After watching this film I just realize how complicated life is. It is as if I want to be young again. Before, happiness is so plain, so simple. When asked who my first love is, I will immediately answer, "My parents", now first love is something that brought out tears in my eyes, a question I always avoid answering. Excitement is when I'll be seeing you the next day or an immediate text that you badly needed to see me now, unlike before, it's during afternoons wherein I'll be meeting up with my friends to play in a vacant lot, laughing and cheering until it's already dawn and our moms will call us to go home. If only the one peso coin I always asked from my lola when I was six years old has the same value as of now, how lucky I will be to have a thousand bucks in my wallet? Now, four thousand is not enough to pay my debts and six hundred pesos is just enough for a good dinner for two. When I was young, my greatest problem will be counting the stars in the sky for I only memorize one-to-ten and skip the rest and utter 1million. Now, the word problem is hard to define, same as happiness and love. It is nice to be young, no regrets on making mistakes, just happiness...pure happiness...

A Frozen Flower

CHOKOLEIT KALURKEE

I found this in one the blog sites I am following... and it is soo kalurkee...

Chokoleit is such a lokaret... Gosh the guts... Anyways, I still love her... He'll be playing CG in the much anticipated remake of Mara Clara... I dunno but I am so thrilled. Seems like I am quite oldie already knowing I grew up with this drama...hehehe

MISCHIEVOUS KISS

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father move into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?..




MY NEW FAV. KOREAN DRAMA!!!!


IT'S KIM HYUN JOONG OF BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!!!


WAHAHAHAHAHA.....

DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME by Krissy & Ericka w/ James of PBB

haist...love Jame's fashion sense... gotta copy....

SANDARA PARK

only a girl like you can make me change my mind... wahaha

Just Don't Forget Me (Original Composition)

haist, I can relate to this song... huhu

200 POUND BEAUTY

someday, i will be just like you....

Just finished watching 200 POUND BEAUTY and I just realized, aist...I can relate to the story... As if I want to base my own life story in that movie... From ugly and being rejected and being used to being beautiful and loved by many.... It's every insecure person's dream... In my case, I'll just make it a point to remember that one day, a Hannah will transform into a lovely Jenny... Soon people will realize that it won't always be about the external beauty, which is temporary, matters; but the beauty from within which is immortal. But too bad I am not a good singer... Haha. But at this point I am so glad that I finally fathom that I don't have to put a great effort on pleasing others. I am just so unique and beautiful... Soon, people will finally see how beautiful people like me are.... Go Fighting!

Petra, Petra, Petra- Please make me laugh...

 Feels like watching Petrang Kabayo... hehe.. I'll invite Cindy and Ellen... Hope they are fine with that, knowing Cindy who is not fond of Pinoy movies. Just want to laugh and unwind with them... We have lots of catching ups to do... Miss my two best friends...