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This is to 2011.
In 2010 I made mistakes. Met lots of bitches & assholes. & I did things i shouldn't have. I was too busy looking at the past. What happens.. happens, that's all i can say. 2011 will be my year. i'm no longer even thinking about my regrets. Shit is going to happen when I don't want it to, but there's a reason behind it all. Someday it will all make perfect sense. Or maybe it won't. Not my problem. January 3rd, I'm going to walk with the biggest smile on my face. For once it will be a real one. I'll walk down the halls with confidence not giving a damn what he/she thinks. & I'm not gonna sit around waiting for him to text me. I'll turn all the insults into compliments. Whatever it takes to make me happy, I'll do it. Cause 2010 was one of the years i just sat around and felt sorry for myself. Well not this year bitches! RT if this is basically your toast!
Here's to 2011!

1-1-11

New Year na.. This should be the start of a new life... 4 more days, I am saying goodbye to this wonderful place and explore a much bigger world to grow. For two months I will be gone, I'll face life challenges on my own. I promise that I will be more responsible on my ways. The happiness I experience here in Iloilo is worthless, but I have to do this for a better future, for myself.

This 2011:
1. I will be more mature on my ways.
2. I will not dwell on the pass but I will face my future with head held high... Moving on....
3. I will be happy...very happy.
4. There will be satisfaction for myself.
5. No more insecurities.
6. Maturity.
7. Successful, I will be very successful.
8. Optimism.
9. I will widen my world.
10. I will embrace myself fully and be soo proud of my achievements.

So help me God!!!! hehe.. love lots... -Martin

HALLOWEEN TREAT

Happy Halloween... A Halloween treat for myself? Watching Episodes 7 and 8 of Mischievous Kiss.. Haist, now I know why I really love this drama... Same reason for everyone to have a favorite drama or movie or song...only one good reason: because we can relate to it. No matter how different the characters are, there will always be that one same scenario that you may had cried because it was soo you...soo true... Those scenes that activates a part of your brain to remember same event in your past... For this episodes, I think the main theme was giving up, letting go and forgetting. Trying to let go?! What the.. haist.. WTF!!!!!! wahahha... Anyways, I learned a lot from watching this drama... 

Time to visit Lola Rene and Lolo Nomer... 

SANDARA PARK

only a girl like you can make me change my mind... wahaha

I DREAMED HER NAME WAS JULIE

hope you don't exist...

It was so real. Like every detail, the scenario, can't recognize it as a dream (unlike other dreams that I can predict that I was just dreaming). Her name was Julie, and she was your girlfriend. You are with her most of the time, id she is not around, you look for her in her place which is just in front of my house. It was like a place in the barrio, I have a tree house, you have a bike, the road was not concrete, weather was warm and humid... Weird but I still hope it is not true. When I woke up, I saw your txt message... Omen? Can't get the message straight...can't recognize the sign

hey you vampy!

What can I say? Haha... Now, it is a start of something unexpected. As if I am wishing for this moment to come. But still, I won't be assuming anything, I'll just savor the moment and make most out of it. Now, you'll be the reason why I'll be sleeping late... wahaha... You make me smile, i dunno why... haha. Your humor was so infecting. We talk nonsense but still we can keep the conversation for hours. haist, butterflies, such a funny feeling.... can't wait for the next one!

last night was a blast

Headache, dizzy, the feeling of wanting to vomit- hangover. But such a wonderful hangover if you experience it with your closest buddies. Last night was such as blast. I enjoyed the talks, the beers and the expensive aftermath dinner at a ever sosyal Korean resto- Prosperity (as what Erica Kim said was its name, located at Ledesco). I miss them all, Matet, Rachel, Chris with Troy and RJ and of course Jem and Gaby. Friends will always be your friends no matter how long you haven't seen each other or talk to one another. We may experienced the bitterness of life but we have our friends to mix things up and create a more appetizing bittersweet kinda life.

But last night, he was uttered in one of our petty, nonsense discussions. I really hate this weird feeling, the wanting to burst into tears for reasons so stupid that I don't wanna discuss. Yes, no matter how hard I am trying to forget the feelings, no matter how much reality checks I did...the feelings for him was still there... I know someday, it will be over. Nothing's too late to forget.

But despite that part, my happiness of finally meeting up with my friends, the fact that we are complete that night made me feel so blessed and lucky for the treasures bestowed on me from above. I sacrificed work that night but it's all worth it.. Thank you sooo much!

TO YOU ALL

what makes me happy? i dunno.. somethings that even if its all repetitions, makes me feel thrilled to experience it again.. seeing those familiar faces that I missed for the past 24hours, the smiles, the talks, the laughters.... Things I am thankful.. God has really wonderful ways of introducing special people into your life... life will always be like this, full of smiles. it feels good that everyday, you are waiting for that moment wherein you will smile again.. thrilled that few more hours, the moment is in your hands, and all you have to do is cherish that moment and make most out of it... Thank you, thank you to all of you that made me so happy. Without you, I can't imagine what life would be...

tomorrow is a reunion of my bffs.. those people who taught me  how to stand up and fight for myself. They taught me how to be strong and unbreakable. I owe to them the type of person I am now. No one can bring me down.

My happiness is all for you. I will share it to all of you who have been and always been good to me. You are one of the many reasons why living life is so beautiful. Thanks for the kindness, for the love... My deepest gratitude to God for giving me these few wonderful people that serves as my inspiration and my strength...

Martin is Martin..because of you all... Thank you!!!

WHAT'S IN STORE FOR MY BIRTHDAY?

Every Sept. 19th, I'm expecting something.... Hope this year it will be such a blast....